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Pisces Node

In the realm of consciousness, this is the hardest Nodal position to deal with. Here, as a result of many lifetimes, the individual starts to realize his own rigidity. He is aware of his patterns and how much they hurt him; yet he finds them difficult to let go off. In prior lives, he lived in the consciousness of a finite universe where all was well-structured. Now he is confronted with the realization that truth extends beyond what his finite senses can measure or even perceive.

He is unavoidably confronted with situations, circumstances and events which force him to relinquish his hold on the physical plane. Nevertheless, he still tries to live like the salmon - swimming against the current, regardless of the direction of nature's forces.

He still seeks order. In fact, his need for strict regimentation is so strong that he develops medical troubles in the center of the body from personalizing a stiffness that increases tension on the inner organs. Constantly he suppresses desire for the sake of doing what seems proper, for he would like to maintin an image of respectability.

In past incarnations, he built his understanding on fact, not hearsay. Now he accepts only what comes from the 'highest authority'.

He seeks ways to rid himself of the nervous irritability which keeps overcoming him, and yet he puts stipulations on the cure.

He must learn how to immerse himself in the waters of Cosmic Consciousness, and in this baptism of thought he can truly experience a new birth. Before he can do this, however, he must first overcome his karmic fear of living in a contaminated world.

He comes into this life believing that the world is filled with danger, and therefore constantly questions the credentials of the people and conditions he considers allowing into his life. Everything foreign to the self represents the threat of disease, and it is because of such thinking that from time to time disease actually occurs.

For many with these Nodes there is strong residue of sexual problems left over from former incarnations. Either a deprivation of the sexual experience, or a strong determination to avoid emotional hurt through it, leads them to seek a better understanding in the current life. Some are confirmed Puritans, while others are capable of being physically responsive and emotionally cold at the same time.

The mind is so analytical that life can easily slip into the manipulation of a chess game. This individual has a sharp eye for detail and never overlooks the obvious. He is an expert at solving puzzles, willing to spend many hours tediously groping for the tiniest answer; but he can get so involved with whatever he is doing that he often loses perspective. His past-life discriminating tendencies often lead him now to pick apart what should be left together. Thus, although he is capable of immense clarity of thought, he does not experience complete peace of mind.

Through the Pisces North Node, he must learn Faith. When he stops separating the world into neat little compartments, he will get his first glimpses of Universal Consciousness. Ultimately he is to achieve the understanding that all is one, and one is all. Before this happens, he must learn how to stop seeing himself as separate from the rest of the world.

He will go through experiences which force him to grow more compassionate.

As he starts to find his well-laid plans dissolving to nothing, he begins to see others in a different light. Ultimately he symbolically goes through the pain of the entire universe so that he can strengthen his Divine Love to the point that he absolutely refuses to pass judgement on others.

He makes much progress by acquainting himself with the spiritual way of life. His growth extends as far as his arms can reach. While the arm of the past still clutches at his self-imposed restrictions, the arm of his future is grasping for the higher alternative. It is only his failure to let go completely that prevents him from achieving the perfect transition into the full state of higher mind. Yet, he does reach the point that he occasionally sees it.

From time to time his remarkable intuition reveals to him the mysterious essence of life; yet the past incarnation memories of his Virgoan practicality cause doubt at every point. And so, half way between one world and another, these mutable Nodes are in a constant state of change.

Arriving at his destination but not sure that he is there, he keeps going back to start his journey again. Each time, he reaches one step more into the infinite, where ultimately he will dissolve the shackles of his rigidly formed past and be born again as true Spirit.

The house position of the South Node indicates the area of life that is still too rigidly embedded in a personally overstructured idea.  The house position of the North Node shows how the soul can renounce its grip on all rigid definition of form and structure so that it can be free to swim in the Ocean of God.

 


  在自我意识的领域,这是一个最难对付的北交位置。在这里,在许多“前世”的积累之后,一个人开始认识到他是多么的拘泥不化。他注意到自己的行为模式,注意到这些模式是怎么让他受到伤害的;但是这些模式却又是那么的难以抛开。在过去的生命里,他生活在一种有限宇宙的意识里面,在这里,所有的一切都在一个构造起来的体系之中。现在他遭遇到了这样的认知,即真理其实远远超出他以前的有限意识所能衡量甚至感受的范围。

他不可避免的一些遇到形势、环境和事件,这些逼着他放弃自己在现实(相对于抽象)层面的执着。但尽管如此,他仍然努力的像大马哈鱼(大马哈鱼也就是三文鱼,是一种淡水海水洄游鱼类,在我国主要生活在黑龙江、松花江,产卵时逆水而上游进内陆江河生下宝宝,小鱼宝宝孵化之后游回大海)一样生活——逆水而游,不管自然的力量是向着什么方向的。

他仍然寻找着秩序。实际上,他对严格的管制的需要是如此的强烈,以至于他在内化那些僵硬呆板的东西时增加了内脏的紧张程度,体内出现药理学的问题。他总是为了能做的更得体一点,维持一个值得尊重的形象而压抑自己的欲望。

在前世,他对事物的理解是建立在事实而不是道听途说的基础上的。现在,他只接受那些“最高权威”的意见。

他寻求着摆脱强烈的紧张并容易被激怒的性格,但他又不让自己完全被治愈。

他必须学习怎样具有宇宙观念,经过这种思考的洗礼,他才真的能获得新生。但是,在他做到这一点之前,他必须首先克服自己对生活在一个被污染的社会的宿命的恐惧。

他来到这世界上就带着一种观点,这个世界充满危险,因此他总是怀疑人们是否可以信任,总是考虑在什么样的情况下他才能让别人进入他的生活。任何外部的东西都是疾病的威胁,也正是因为这种想法,他总是得病。

很多北交在双鱼的人都有前世残留的性方面的问题。要么是缺乏性的体验,要么是强烈的想通过性避免感情上的伤害。有一些成为清教徒(清教徒也有性生活,但是认为性仅仅是上帝给人们繁衍后代设计的活动,在性生活中享受快乐是罪恶的事情,因此,虽然做爱却尽量压抑自己不去享受),而另一些则是身体对性的反应很敏感而感情却是冷漠的(所谓的只发情不动情啦)。

他的头脑非常具有分析能力,以至于生活很容易就成为操纵一场棋局一样的表演。他对细节非常的敏感,而且从来不漏过那些明显的东西。他是解惑的专家,愿意花上好几个小时来探索非常细微的答案;但是他又会因为陷得太深而“云深不知处”了。前世对事物区别对待的经历使得他今生从本来应该在一起的事物当中只拣选一部分。这样,虽然他有很强的思考辨析能力,他却不能体验到内心的平静。

通过双鱼的北交,他学会了忠诚。当他停下来不再把世界分成一小块儿一小块儿的时候,他第一次对宇宙意识有了体会。最终他将会获得天人合一的真知。在这发生以前,他必须学会停止把自己看成与这个世界的其他部分是相分离的。

他的经历将迫使他不得不成长的更加舒服一点。

当他发现自己的精心计划终成泡影,他开始用不同的眼光看他人。最终他象征性的经历了整个宇宙的痛苦并且加强了他神一样的爱,从而拒绝对别人做出道德上的判断。

他通过熟悉生活的精神之路而进步。他的成长延伸到他所能触及的最大范围。但他的过去之手仍然抓着他加在自己头上的限制的时候,他的未来之手已经抓到了更高的新选择。无法放下过去,是阻碍他向更高的精神层次完美转变的唯一可能。但是,他的确会走到这一点,而且他偶尔自己也会意识到。

他不同寻常的直觉不断的向他透露生命本质的秘密;但前世的记忆处女座的实际让他每每怀疑自己的直觉。因此,在一个和另一个世界之间,这些易变的交点总是在变动着。

达到了他的目的地却不确定自己已经到了,他返回去重新开始自己的旅程。每次他都比上一次向着永无止境多踏出一步,这样他最终将拜托前世形成的拘泥不化的桎梏,得到精神上的重生。
南交点所落的宫位指示了,今生生活中过于结构化的个人观念仍然根深蒂固的领域。北交点所落宫位显示了他的精神怎样打破僵化的形式和结构,使得他可以自由的游向上帝之海。